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2025-01-15 13:10 today i got to not only to talk about my dream, but i got to act on it and actually put my foot in the door.   i am so grateful for the people i have in my life. it took me losing to gain. no more r...

2025-01-05 13:09 she reminds me of the smell of matches,    and the way the earth smells after it rains.    at the same time.   i think i found a friend worth keeping.   she pushes me to pursue what i love, and m...

2024-12-31 13:07 maybe one day i will sit back and laugh at the fact that i used to cash in pennies so i could buy chicken to eat.   but for now, its all planning.   i told sydney about my dream of opening up a mo...

2024-12-26 13:05 today i feel like shit because im letting go of the longest friendship ive ever had and we still live together and im still cooking for him and agh. why is it so hard to let go of someone that always ...

2024-12-25 12:56 you know that feeling when you hit the whipit and say some dumb philosphical shit or something just really dumb and then you say "you know what im saying" to your partner, but the response back is alw...

2024-12-25 12:53 from best friends to nothing again. i love him but god does he dull my shine. it's not intentional i dont think. i think he loves me too. i just think neither of us knows what love actually is.    ...